November 2011
“May your trees be loud and your queens be proud. May you see your dreams allowed...”
– DC or Nothing, Wale (via nopadnopencil)
Life is at a stand-still .
STILL .
I feel so useless .
If I were a guy, I’d get no play lol . Spending time with my friend this weekend made me realize just how things could have been .
Back in the summer I really wanted to get a job and get my own place, so we went job hunting & i got a call from a job and they wanted to hire me, but I couldn’t take it because of the babysitting . So they called her...
October 2011
“Autumn is no time to lie alone.”
– Murasaki Shikibu (via human-voices)
I'm always curious to know what the future holds .
What will I be doing ?
Will I be married ?
Will I have kids ? What will they look like ?
What relationships will I have or have lost ?
So curious . I wish there was a way I could look ahead just to see .
“What I am really saying is that you don’t need to do anything,
because if you...”
– Alan Watts (via human-voices)
The Official "Raden" Tumblr: TO ALL THE WOMEN... →
radenmmusic:
” Women Skinned Colored as the Universe, You portray the stars, the light of the sun, and the beauty of night time. You can be bold, cold, but still pretty when your old. Maybe You’ve been Miss Landed all these years? But Let Me ask you, I can go miles into your Universe, but will I ever Get to…
“I sometimes think that I enjoy suffering. But the truth is I would prefer...”
– Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via voldemorts—nose)
Biggest turn off: Disrespect.
Partying at home,
With taco bell & twinkies , while watching this documentary on hip hop & crack cocaine .
I like watching things where ice t narrates , I like his voice for some reason.
And tonight is looking the same way …
I’m going to sleep .
=((((((((((((((((
“Took my heart away from money, I ain’t interested in fame and I pray that never...”
– Wale (via samanthafitzgeraldmusicblog)
Last night sucked .
There was so much time wasted that by the time we got to the party, they had kicked everyone out .
And nothing else was going on so it was a night wasted just driving around . That is why I hate parties sometimes . You never know if the
Police or the people throwing the party will shut it down .
Hate to be the , I told you so person , but we should have went to the club like I suggested . More...
My plans never seem to follow through .
Supposed to go to the club- no go .
Supposed to go to the university for 2 days- no go .
Supposed to go to a party- I guess it’s a no go . Still waiting on a text as to why ..
Tomorrow is my last hope because i’m supposed to go to another party in place of going to the university .
=(
It’s always something . I shall take this costume back because it will most likely get no...
I am craving all of the sweetest foods,
Can’t wait to go trick or treating .
Until then, I shall eat oreo ice cream & all the candy I can find .
=D
smeezewitme:
What You Need-The Weeknd
I want something, but I don't know what it is .
“Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we...”
– Albert Einstein (via loveyourchaos)
“There comes a time when u have to choose between turning the page or just...”
– ~ Lauryn Hill (via soulfulandtrue)
Brain blurt
stellablu:
The older I get the more impatient I become towards other people and their nonsense. I don’t even wanna deal, the minute I sense drama, I’m out. I’m at this point in my life where everything is just funny. People are funny, situations are funny. Things just feel like a joke. I’d rather be laughing than fighting and arguing with people. Life is just comedy lately. Everything is...
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH .
Just had to get that out .
“We don’t want people to have expectations of us, but then we have expectations...”
– Lauryn Hill (via geraldinesays)
It's hard to keep up sometimes ,
I’m trying so hard to enjoy myself , but it’s working against me it seems like .
My friend’s birthday is coming up & she’s planning on doing all this stuff which is understandable , but I feel like in order for me to be a good friend, I should participate in all the activities .
For one , I get $ 60 on Friday .
They want to go out on Wednesday .
She lives about a...
I'm faded ,
& feeling x-rated .
It’s mr. nasty time .
Next Friday still entertains me to this day .
I hate the days where I’m irritated and don’t know why .
I’m keeping it simple & staying in tonight . I just feel so … Idk . Left out, lost, alone . Blah .
I can’t really describe it thoroughly .
Hmmm .
