May 2011
I cleaned out my car today .
I`m feeling pretty darn accomplished . I cleaned the trunk and everything !
If only this was as easy for my room …
How .
I wish there was an easy explanation as to how I deal with certain emotions .
How do I stop being so sensitive ? How do I feel like I`m good enough ? How do I not feel jealous ? How do I make myself into a strong person ?
These are all things I wish there were simple answers for . Maybe I`d be a lot happier with myself right now .
Mind Fuck .
I feel like people LOVE to mind fuck me . I think it makes them feel good inside knowing that they`re trying to get a reaction out of me .
These past few days I`ve started speaking to the guy, we`ll call him M, that pretty much said he hated me and a bunch of other disrespectful things . He sent me a text and I was beyond shocked since he told me to never talk to him again . Stupid me decided to...
April 2011
“… when you are secure in yourself as a person a second party judgement, never is...”
– smidgets (via yomallyface)
Second chances?
ohmymoniii:
Most would say “everyone deserves a second chance”. But honestly it depends on what they’ve done to even need that second chance in the first place. What makes this time so much different? How do I know you won’t cause me the same pain as you did the first time? I think sometimes it’s good to say no to second chances because it actually gives the person time to sit there and think if...
"Where do we stand ?"
I hate that question .
"The biggest mistake you can make is to drift...
When you like someone.
All you want to do is talk to them, and only them. You block out everything else, and just focus on that one person. They’re on your mind 24/7, literally. And whenever they’re mentioned, whenever you see them, your tummy explodes with butterflies.
Repetitive .
I feel like things are sooooo repetitive in my life . And it`s the type of thing where it`s almost bringing me down in a way because it`s taking the excitement away from me .
It`s the same feelings, same activities, same conversations, same everything . I need a lil` some some to mix it up in order to keep things interesting, in order for me to stay interested .
What to do, what to do …
vitoburrito asked: uhhhhh why are you not going to schooool tomorrow?!
Fuck it .
I’m not going to school tomorrow.
My biggest mistake wasn’t falling for you. It was...
how i’m feeling right about now
I was washing my face and I kept hearing something, so I listened really close and it was my nephew saying “hello!”
How cute . We were literally sitting here talking through a wall, but it was nice to be honest. I love him, he’s adorable.
youngbutfullofwisdom asked: this is unusual for me, im lost for words, stuck n ah, you are beyond beautiful, no one word can define your beauty.
I like well-mannered boys.
I just find it really attractive when a guy can act mature/proper. I’m tired of perverted losers that don’t know how to treat or talk to a girl correctly; calling them hot or sexy and using inappropriate language towards them. I’m mostly searching for a gentleman that actually puts meaning into his sweet talk, making it more believable than it already may be. You know, just a guy who looks...
“I don’t never be trippin’ off of what ain’t mine. I be hearing the shit you say...”
– Drake (via vbella)
Over looking
jayxten:
I always tend to over look the small things an focus on the big things when in reality the small things matter the most. Each time I get mad at the big things an I think about the reason why it happened is because its like a domino affect an one small things leads to another an another until it gets too big to the point it pisses me off. In reality I was the reason why all of it...
ayysis:
Doo Wop (That Thing).mp3
You know that one person who always has to over-do...
That person who always talkes about them being ”grown” and they like to club and party and wear the club attire . .
BUT they always go overboard with it ? You know that one outfit at the mall that`s made out of a piece of string and 2 band-aids and you look at it like o_0 That person would be the one to buy it because it would be doing overly too much .
I saw that person tonight...
“But who can say what’s best? That’s why you need to grab whatever chance you...”
– Haruki Murakam (via mariannmaeee)
“You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via cheerfuleradication)
I will break these chains that bind me.
Happiness will find me. Leave the past behind me.
What do i do,
to get over you ? Let the rain fall down on my heart and let it cleanse the depths of my soul .
Fuck. I wanna see you. And hug you. And make you...
Today is just not my fucking day .
Fo`reals . =/
Clingy .
My friends always say how they hate the clingy guys . You know the type that ask where they`re going and who they`re gonna be with , ect . . things of that nature .
But we differ completely . I would love a clingy guy . I mean, sure it`ll get annoying at times but I feel that`s a part that I`ll just have to put up or shut up pretty much .
I want a guy that`ll be concerned or curious about where...
fel-isa:
It’s funny, the moment I begin to ignore you is the exact moment you decide to remember I exist.
When someone’s worth it.
dangerouslysimple:
You are willing to stop flirting with other people to prove it to them.
You are willing to stay up late even if you’re really sleepy and tired.
You instantly “miss” them as soon as you guys get off the phone.
You start to think about the future with them and you just can’t help but smile.
When someones “worth it”, don’t let them get away.
love is kind , when the world gets cold . love...
“Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, and don’t put up with people that...”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via thatsgoldjerry) 