June 2011
Ever have that feeling
tazzywazzyx3:
like you don’t know what’s going on anymore. Like you don’t care about anything anymore. You’ve lost motivation to do anything. You’re mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it...
asians-in-nikes:
Something | Drake
“Falling,...
Healthy .
So I had lost some weight a few months back . . and I`ve seemed to gain some of it back =(
SO , I decided to adopt this healthy lifestyle, or diet . . I don`t want to be super skinny or anything, I like my body shape . I just want to tone up a lot more and I need to just give my body a break from the junk I give it on a daily basis .
So slowly, but surely I`m going to add these things into my...
I`m re-thinking who I call my friends .
I think I`ve been using that term a little too loosely .
A friend is someone that`s supposed to be there for you and tell the truth with your best interest in mind . But the people that are supposed to be my friends do nothing but doubt my abilities .
As a friend, you should believe that I can grow and that I can change and help me along the way , instead of saying I`m this and I`m that and...
May 2011
Things you can do to be happier:
Go to bed earlier
Finish things ahead of time
Eat whole-food
Exercise
Be present
Organize
Listen to music
Think positively
Drink lots of water
Journal
Read
Be productive
Eat fresh fruit
Breathe deeply
Go for a bike ride
I Apologize
ayolucas:
For all the wrong I’ve done, for all the pain I’ve put you through, for everything that I messed up, everything I’ve fucked up and didn’t pull through with. For all the broken promises, for all the dropped tears. I’m not a perfect person but I’ll admit my flaws and mistakes.
“Don’t measure a man by how much he has climbed, judge by how hard he climbed to...”
– (via prettywingsss)
“look how she gets to me, she might be nothing to you, but she the shit to me.”
– kanye west. (via livelovekayla)
“If you spend too much time thinking over your mistakes, you’ll never move on.”
– Eikichi Onizuka - GTO (via nanaki254)
“When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you.” - Marilyn Monroe
“baby, you summertime fine. i let you get on top, i’ll be the underline, i’m...”
– J. Cole <3333333 (via thesimplicitylife)
At home .
Babysitting against my will . Friends are partying and at dance events that I should be at .
I feel like I`m missing out . .
I`m not gonna lie, I`m getting more and more irritated as time passes . . =(
I just want to be out so badly lol .
Running wild.: Those days →
stellablu:
The good days where I don’t want to leave your side. Where I just want to nuzzle my face into your beard all day and run my fingers across your chest. I feel like our bodies synch and melt together when we’re laying there and your scent somehow becomes my favorite smell. I like twisting my legs in…
Talking .
I can never seem to get past this stage .
In my eyes, ” J ” and I are nothing now . We`re not talking anymore, we are friends . . well that`s the title we`ll give it .
I just don`t think he was the right fit for me right now, and his attitude sometimes … whew yeah lol . Idk what happened . I guess after all the stuff that happened , from the texting my friend and being too...
kwills88:
People always find a way to remind me why i keep my thoughts and feelings to myself.
Tired .
Actually, I think drained is the right word . I`ve just been moving so much, going here, going there .
And I`ve just been so distracted lately too . I can hardly keep up with how fast everything around me is moving .
I need a break . Thought I might have gotten one today, until I realized that I`m stuck babysitting tonight . Ugh . . I hate when they do that , don`t even tell me they`re going...
vhat-ever asked: I really like your blog. It's simple and honest.
I`m so cheap .
I love to buy new things, but I hate spending money . Idk if that makes sense or not .
I`m more cheap than usual because I only get a certain ammount of money every month so I can`t go all out like I used too . But my mom sent me some extra money ( I harassed her for 5 months ) to get some summer clothes .
I was excited ! I went into Forever 21 … got nothing . For some reason, I can...
I feel like you don`t trust me .
That`s what he said .
How`s the person that I`m so close to going to feel that way ? I let my guard fall all the way down when I`m around him and I share the most intimate of details with him and to know he feels like I don`t trust him . . it`s almost upsetting .
I`m more upset at the fact that I made him feel that way . .
He says he feels like I`m holding back . But with what ? And...
I’ve drifted away from a lot of people.
smileforjel:
I didn’t intentionally do it but it just kinda happened. I lost communication with certain friends, and I became more independent. I’m just trying to look out for myself now. Trying to not get attached to certain people because it might hurt me in the future. Sure life’s about taking risks but theres also a point in life where you get tired of getting hurt. Tired of trying. Just...
“I just want to forget it all, and wake up feeling brand new”
– Flood of Red (via stephenfanderson)
“I don’t really give a fuck and my excuse is that I’m young.”
– Drake. (via music-for-love)
I feel the need to do something special for...
He`s definitely deserving of it . Hmmm . . I need to find out more so I can do it from the heart and put a bunch of thought into it .
I love treating people to nice things . Knowing that I put a smile on someone`s face is one of the greatest feelings in the world .
“how could you ever doubt me, when i stood by you proudly. i would have gave my...”
– Diddy Dirty Money (via ll0vebee)
Tyga - Lap Dance .
There are some people that you really cannot have...
This texting convo is annoying as hell now . I hate when people think everything is a joke and make jokes at your expense knowing how you feel about that . I kinda want to go chill with them just so I can punch them in the face .
Blah .
Yup . . time to let them know this convo is over . =)
Delete .
I went through my phone and deleted numbers . People that I don`t talk to, used to talk to, people that hurt me, guys I wasn`t the least bit interested in, all were deleted .
It was refreshing, but sad at the same time knowing how many relationships weren`t successful .
I deleted M, but it really didn`t help because I know his number , well the area code, so it pretty much defeats the purpose ....
Sleep .
For once I`m not feeling restless . Good night .
Anonymous asked: Do you give head, or do you only recieve?
“I saved their number just in case, but now case is closed.”
– J. Cole (via word-is-bond) 