July 2011
I wonder how people view me . .
You know, by the things I say, the pictures i post , ect . . It`s always interesting to see how others view you . To see how dead on or how far out they really are .
I`m really curious actually .
You cant expect people to stick around if you push...
ibreakshitlikeboundariesnstuff:
insidemycerebrum:
People grow tired of putting in effort only to get rejected. So dont get all depressed and start asking questions because you know damn well you did everything you could ever do to make sure that, that one person would walk out of your life. So if you want someone to be there show them you want them in your life. People arent mind readers they...
“& if I could make this world spin a little slower then I would, & we...”
– Jhene Aiko. (via x2trouble)
June 2011
“Why are we growing apart? We should be growing together, right?”
– Growing Apart Too by Jhene Aiko ft. Kendrick Lamar and Hope (via rizizza)
I`m in the cooking mood tonight .
Baked chicken and mac n cheese and some vegetable is what I planned to cook . Because that`s all we seem to have . i`m surprised I found chicken to be honest .
Hopefully this turns out right because I`m working with limited ingredients . VERY limited ingredients . We had 3 eggs left and I was going to use one or two to dredge the chicken and I was going to use the rest of the cheese for the mac n...
Watching Freedom Writers again .
Idk why, but this movie never gets old to me . It`s just that kind of movie . =)
Sometimes I wonder if I’m wasting my life ..
Like, there’s so much I could be doing but , I’m always stuck . First I was stuck with my mom and couldn’t grow . And now I’m stuck with my sister , I get to do shit like party and stay out, I’m stuck inside babysitting … Which is the last thing I want to do .
I wish there was a way that I could … Idk,...
Today .
Is one of those days where I`m just blah . Everything is blah .
It`s not a bad thing, but it`s just . . a very unexplainable feeling that can only be described as blah .
You know what would be nice right about now...
skipfrombk:
A mentally stimulating conversation.
One that feels so good I never want it to end…..jumping from one topic to another with a fluid transition scheme.
Talk for like a few hours and we both are enlightened from the knowledges and experiences of the other person.
Yes a good mental showdown would be nice.
Or some honey buns and oreos with a side of milk.
“Sometimes we lose focus, planning our own demise. Forgetting the big picture...”
– Kendrick Lamar (via candith)
“I know your face. I know your name. But, I don’t know you. Isn’t that crazy?”
– Jhene Aiko (via llerret)
“When people judge other people…I feel like Its not your life, your body or...”
– (via beatricesammie)
Running away .
I wish I didn`t feel the need to always run as soon as things get a little tense . Idk why I do that , or why I have issues sticking around .
I`m just constantly looking something new after something ends . . It`s like I don`t even worry about things after they end, I charge it to the game and keep it moving .
But I wish there was something that could make me stay . I know I`ll stay if I want to...
“I used to do it for the love a long time ago and all I ever wanted was love. I...”
– Lauryn Hill (via stellablu)
“I feel inclined to let you know, your mind is mine.”
– Sir Michael Rocks (via stirtmire22)
“I feel inclined to let you know, your mind is mine.”
– Sir Michael Rocks (via stirtmire22)
“I feel inclined to let you know, your mind is mine.”
– Sir Michael Rocks (via stirtmire22)
“I feel inclined to let you know, your mind is mine.”
– Sir Michael Rocks (via stirtmire22)
“Tell me who I have to be to gain some reciprocity. See, no one loves you more...”
– Lauryn Hill | Ex-Factor (via thoseways)
“Open your mouth only if what you are going to say is more beautiful than...”
– Arabic Proverb (via myuglyheartt)
riciel:
It’s crazy how much you think about one person. Like there’s so many things to wonder about them. Are they thinking about me? How often do they check my Tumblr/FB? Do they wanna text me but just waiting for me to text em first? Have I crossed their mind today? Etc. etc. The list is fucking endless when wondering about someone you constantly think about.
Sometimes I hate texting people...
chelseababy:
may-lathoughts:
Mya ft. Jay-Z -...
infamousshit:
she loves you, so don’t take her for granted cause nothing lasts forever and she could disappear like magic but for now she has love you can’t measure if you left she’d cry ‘til her voice went hoarse heartbreak is a storm the soul just can’t weather so when things really got worse ya’ soul showed you were only there for the better
kellymaneja:
Trey Songz - Jupiter Love I think...
thefuckinrealest:
“Can’t keep running away..”
Emotions .
I , for one , strongly dislike when people play with my emotions . Why can`t you just be upfront with it ? I don`t understand . What is so hard about telling it straight how it is, but yet you claim to be the realest out there ?
People never cease to amaze me , I swear . I can`t even bring the words to express how … blah this makes me feel . It puts me in an awkward position...
“You wanna grab me when you see me leaving. Won’t take you back and I’ll give you...”
– Teyana Taylor - Her Room (Marvin’s Room remix)
I wish I could express how I feel ,
as easily as others . Idk why it`s so hard for me . I mean, I know how I feel and I know what I want to say, but I don`t know exactly how I want to say it ?
And even then, sometimes I don`t know how I feel . It`s all so confusing and it frustrates me because I can`t take my mind off of the thoughts that are constantly going through my head for the simple fact that I can`t find the right way...
“He who does not understand your silence will probably not understand your words.”
– Elbert Hubbard (via stellablu)
To- Do list .
Clean my room .
Laundry .
Send my books back to Chegg .
Clean out my car .
Do my nails .
Straighten my hair .
Be happy .
Hopefully I can accomplish all of this .
chelseababy:
Drake feat. Lloyd, A Night Off
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