you came with a gentle breeze, a strawberry haze painted the sky, you kissed my cheek and wrapped your soul around me, cooled my body, i stretched my mind as far as miles would allow, to tell you i missed you, glad you’re here now
Why beautiful women always like the bad boy type the most instead of looking for a nice and respectful guy?
I can`t speak for everyone, but bad boys are sexy . They have that air of mystery to them because you never know what you`re going to get next . But those burn out because you can only take so much before it becomes too much . I like to think of it as a phase .
But at the same time , the nice & respectful guy wins in the long run because you always know what you`re going to get . Someone who loves you & treats you right .
They start school so babysitting is DONE ! & I`m gonna go to the gym on Ft. Lewis instead of McChord `cause … I just wanna lol .
Well they have more fitness classes that work around my schedule so that`s the biggest reason . I`m excited . I just need a really good sports bra `cause I don`t want to hit myself in the face with a boob lol .
So , my mom`s man friend ( husband, whatever you want to call it ) made me a drink one time `cause I wasn`t feeling good .
SO I thought it was just regular tea, but I was wrong . I guess if you put like Brandy or E&J or Whiskey in a hot drink, it`s supposed to help or something ? Lol .
So I drank that whole thing & passed out lol , & when I woke up for school the next morning I was a little hungover lol . So my chest felt better , but I had a headache like crazy lol . My grandmother SWEARS by it , my whole family on both sides, and a lot of my friends grandmother`s swear by it too , but yeah … Now if I don`t feel good, I just get medicine lol .
I wonder if my white friend`s families do this too . . I`m gonna ask lol .
things do get better . I`m glad they did . I just took a moment to be alone, no distractions or anything and that`s really all I needed . Sometimes the world can just get to be too much and you need a break . I might have to start doing that more often . =)
The Hand of Fatima is one of the original protective signs. It is believed that the one who wears it or hangs it in his house will be protected from the Evil Eye and it will bring positive energy, happiness, prosperity and health.
You ever have that feeling ? You just say fuck it because it can pertain to any & everything . That`s how I feel right now .
It`s a pretty pleasant feeling to be quite honest . Only worrying about my happiness feels great , and it`s about time I put myself first . I like to think of it as having ” ME " time .
I`m doing things that`ll make me happy like finding pictures, cleaning, watching make up/ hair tutorial videos on Youtube . Things of that nature . Starting to slowly feel better, if other people can`t cheer me up then I have only myself to rely on to do so .
Your emotions are very intense today and you are excited quite easily. Your emotional self is very important to you at the moment and you are currently seeking emotional fulfilment, but if you waste time with casual relationships during this cycle you may defeat the very purpose of your journey. Set some clear boundaries today if you want to achieve the emotional satisfaction you need .
Not literally every minute, but throughout the day. Just having someone there being able to take you away from your boredom or to occupy you when you’re bored, or to just simply talk to you about how your day went. It’s comforting to know that someone genuinely wants and likes to talk to you.
I played beer pong as was soooooo close to winning . My partner & I both air-balled the last cup -________-
After that, we went to Denny`s and ate . That was my only meal of the day ( not healthy, I know ) but it was delicious as usual . And after that , my friend and I just drove around and sat & talked . You know, just catching up since we haven`t seen eachother in almost a month or so .
Felt good, we`re both doing our own thing & going different places, but the fact that we can come together and it be like old times makes things that much more greater .
“Do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better. What if they are a little course, and you may get your coat soiled or torn? What if you do fail, and get fairly rolled in the dirt once or twice. Up again, you shall never be so afraid of a tumble.”—Ralph Waldo Emerson, from a journal entry dated November 11, 1842 (via abimopector)
Don`t you hate that ? When no matter what option you choose, neither will be a positive outcome .
It`s frustrating, to be quite honest . It`s hard enough I have to choose between two tough choices, but it`s nearly impossible to choose when neither are going to have a positive affect .
When that happens, I just do what I feel like doing at that time . My mom always said, you might as well go all out & enjoy yourself while you can since you know you`re in deep shit once you leave the fun & come back to reality .